“You shall rejoice before the Lord your God in all that you undertake.“ Deuteronomy 22:18 And if you can’t, it may not be the thing yo do.
“It is because of the wickedness of these nations, the Lord is driving them out before you. Not because of your righteousness.“ Deut. 9:4
Hearing the commandments of God as sweetness to the soul. That is what it means to love God. 1 John 5:3